The one where I am thinking that I have a lot of things to pack

So I am almost done with my AE and so I am really starting to pack (I'm shooting for leaving on the fifteenth, oh well American Idol Live tour). I have 65 days left at home, how did this happen how did I go from a cute sunbeam that wanted to wear dresses everyday to seminary graduate that loves jeans? How did I go from being dependent on my parents to independent? Sometime last fall, I think it was, my Uncle Mike said wouldn't it be cool to live life backwards? I didn't think so at the time but now I wish I could. I want to go back to when a big grade consisted of drawing a picture, I want to go back to when I would be carried around. Why do we not cherish our youth? Why do we want to grow up so fast? I remember one day I was putting on glitter for make-up and my dad told me to stop and said "you'll grow up fast enough!" Why didn't I listen to him? But seriously I have so much stuff to pack! I don't know how I am going to get it all out there. I'm flying and there is no option of driving. I really don't want to have to send all of my stuff out there cause that would cost a fortune. So I'm thinking, I will be flying home with nothing so that I can take lots of things back to Utah. Well I'm off to pack a box before I go to bed! p.s. sean you should read the comment i wrote you on my last blog